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Sunday, May 29, 2005
right... dis few days been troubled n haix..im sick n tired of talkin abt all dis..
i miss my baby..!! sobx.. im so sori abt wat happen.. i noe u r oso tired of it.. haix.. i had wanted 2 let u go.. @ least e sufferin might stop there instead of everytime we like tt.. but i cant let go.. m i selfish?tt day e whole evening i was onli tinkin abt us.. cant conc on anyting.. each time i tink or a swt memo fill my mind.. my tears threaten to fall.. funny ting was i found a song which describes some of my feelin @ tt pt time... now i noe im not lonely cos my baby is still by my side...
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time
Why am i still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time i ask if this would be the last
Why am i still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather but it just draws me deeper
How do i get out of this I think i never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding pathdown my face
Till i begin to taste the bitterness inside
i miss baby badly..sobx..but its ok..i not he is always by my side in my heart..I LOVE YOU..*HUGGIES
last night had a nightmare sia..haha..quite scary..cos every where i turn i cant find any1 when gt ppl they like ignoring mi.. ask 4 help they juz look @ mi.. but 1 gd ting was baby sent mi a swt msg..haha..so weird la my dreams n nightmare..haha
thinking of you @ 12:12 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =